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Nov. 28, 2004 How does it feel to be of age? The freedom you've always excelled toward. Cigarettes and Bars. And now that's all you have. It's not the freedom you so often dreamed of is it? Bars that hold you in, lock you down and choke your skin. Cigarettes only keep you busy for the moment…If your lucky enough to get one. What's the weather like outside? It's something you ask to get my mind off this question why? Are you not sure. Is it possible that someone could understand your feelings of being undervalued and not being loved. Don't you know it hurts my heart to see your pain? You never wanted consequences or a thousand of the same. (looks of people) pointed fingers, flashing lights, tears, unblinking eyes. And I love you even though you killed my sisters dad. Another new guy is brought in, he looks at you to ask what your all about. Are you a rapist, or petty theft, are you dangerous or docile. He's doing time for something he didn't do. You feel insane with the deep that you have dug. What is it about being on the inside that makes you afraid to be on the outside again? Nobody writes. You feel like screaming because your tired of what you have done. All these things flash quickly now. The knife, the gun, something you wish you never had. Blood Alcohol and my moms consistent decisions. Too much your mind explodes. I think it did along time ago. You didn't make a bad name for yourself, it ran in the family.... You haphazardly inherited death. ------------ About the author: Mechele Cassells is 22. One day she will own her own radio station, write a couple books and get married. In the meantime she'll just play guitar, drink coffee, and eat dictionaries. That's the life! Email: mecheolight@aol.com Tell a friend about this site! ------------ All articles are EXCLUSIVE to Useless-Knowledge.com and are not allowed to be posted on other websites. ARTICLE THIEVES WILL BE PROSECUTED! |
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