Alexandra

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Alexandra

By L.J. Chapman
Jan. 14, 2005

Let me start off by saying that no matter what, both myself and your daddy love you very much. No one wants you to be hurt or sad or alone during this time. Everyone who lays their eyes on you instantly falls in love with you. You're beautiful in every way.

Now so you know, mommy and daddy loved each other very much when you were concieved and when you were born. However, sometimes things happen and relationships aren't strong enough to withstand certain things. I will never say a bad thing about your daddy. He's a good man, and a good father. He was always good to your big brother, and for the most part, he was good to me.

Unfortunatly, when relationships end and there is a child involved, a battle begins on who the child is supposed to live with. I am confident that no matter who you wind up with, me or daddy, that you will be safe and happy. I would however like it if you were living with me again.

When you get older, people are going to start giving you their opinions about what happened with me and daddy and they are going to try to tell you about this time in your life when you were just a little baby. So, for the record, let me give you the truth.

Your dad made some mistakes in his life, and one of those mistakes got him arrested and put in jail for the first six months of your life. This doesn't mean he's a bad person, just that he made some bad decisions. During the time that he was in jail, I decided that it would be best for me not to be with him anymore. It doesn't mean that I love you any less or that he loves you any less. We just don't love each other as much as we're supposed to for us to have a good relationship.

When dad got out of jail he realized that he wanted you to live with him for a while. I was okay with that, but sadly, things didn't go the way they were supposed to go and courts and lawyers and people like that got involved. But like I said before no one wants to see you get hurt. It just seems that everyone wants you to be with them. You're so wonderful that everyone wants you for themselves.

In the next few weeks and possibly months, things are going to be happening in your world that shouldn't be happening to an eight month old girl. Things will be said and done that I am glad that you are too young to understand. But I am confident that no matter who you wind up with, you will be safe and happy and well taken care of.

I just want you to know that no matter what I love you more than anything. You are my baby girl and my whole world. Even if you don't live with me, we will see each other all the time and you will never know pain or sadness or hurt for as long as I am alive. I love you very much. And I really, really miss you.

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About the author L.J. Chapman: I am a mother of two kids. I run a freelance business online, called LJC Freelance Inc. I'm trying to get a novel written, but I am a mother of two.

Email: snowboarderspixiegirl8@hotmail.com

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