I met ParisDreamer in a chat room on a Senior Dating Site. I was discussing Astrology (one of my favorite topics) - Paris mentioned having a whole bunch of planets in retrograde. I cast her chart and Dang! I've never seen so many retrograde planets in one chart.

This is definitely a woman dancing to the beat of a different drummer. She was coined the Senior Goddess of Sensual Gratification. I thought "Right On Sister." I liked this woman already.

The only planet that Paris didn't have in retrograde is Venus and it’s Placement assures that that she truly IS the Senior Goddess of Sensual Gratification. I loved this woman’s naughty sense of humor.

Paris had a dream where she heard in a Loud Male Voice "Third Stage Cancer!" The following Month, a visit to the doctors office confirmed that the dream was a premonition of a reality that would soon be.

Paris faced the health challenges of Third Stage Cancer with courage, humor and with an abundance of Prayer Warriors. When Paris lost her hair, she made her face up, put on gaudy earrings and turned herself into a bald glamour queen.

When Paris realized that it was the Creator’s will to take her home, she requested that everyone release a White Balloon in her memory. She has friends all over the country and beyond. Nevertheless finding a White Balloon in this desolate desert community of Silver Springs, Nevada can seemingly be a challenge but the Creator made it easy for me.

 

I had plans to drive into the big town of Fernley to find a balloon in a flower shop while I did some job search. I got up this morning and prayed to the Creator, "I need to be self supporting though my own contributions. I need love. I want to go Home but where is Home? I feel so lost and alone without any kind of safety net in this town. Grandfather Creator, Grant me a Job where I am respected. Grant me the Love of a man who recognizes my Values. Show me where home is and show me the way home and… Help me find the perfect balloon for ParisDreamer.

 

I stopped at the Silver Springs, Dollar Store to purchase a pair of Sun Glasses. I noticed that there were balloons all over the place. Jubilation! "Do you have Helium for those balloons," I asked the clerk. "Oh Yes!" she assured me. I told her what I needed the balloon for. She looked though piles and piles of balloons until she finally found one single white balloon. I purchased the Sun Glasses and the Helium filled White Balloon and went on my way.

 

It has always been my theory that wakes and ceremonies for the departed are more for those of us who are left behind. The Balloon Releasing Ceremony that I did for Paris gave me a chance to reflect on the lessons that I’ve learned from Paris. There were so many prayers sent out on her behalf including a simple prayer to find a White Balloon. The Creator made it so easy to honor my friend Paris who is now in the Spirit World. It all fell into place. Perhaps the Creator is listening to the rest of my prayers and will grant me the tools I need for this Earth Walk that I am on.