Melt-Down

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Melt-Down

By Gary Rogers
July 9, 2007

Today, I am forcing myself to write. “So what’s on your mind today? – Gary”; my brain asked. It appears that I have hit a brick wall. I can’t think of a thing to write. “Don’t give me that crap, I know you better than you think;” my brain replied. Listen brain, I’ll just take two valium and shut you down. “Okay, you’re the boss. If you need me, just “think” – I’ll try to assist you in any way that I can.”

My heart is broken and my mind is a mess. All of Tracy’s family has turned their back on me. They don’t return my phone calls – Her father said in a telephone conversation that my relationship with her was “over and done with.” I am so confused. In no way shape or form did I hurt Tracy; she took my medication without my knowledge, and now she is in rehab.

Remember “Oh God” starring the late George Burns and the late John Denver? As God, George Burns told Denver to shave – It helps clear the mind. Okay, I just shaved and I feel…. The term “late” really bothers me. If you are dead, how can you be late for anything? There is this expression that really drives me up the wall, “You are a hamster and life is a spinning wheel”. Yeah I know, this article makes no sense at all. In between breaks, I am watching “Bruce All Mighty” starring Jim Carey. I am truly having a nervous breakdown.

I think the entire universe is screwing with my head. Example, when I last spoke to my sister – her life was great. My life sucks wind. When her life sucks wind, my life is great. She is a Sagittarius with Cancer rising – I am a Cancer with Sagittarius rising. When she has a great day, my day is toilet city. When I have a great day, her day is toilet city. Get the picture?

Look at me! I am having a Mental Meltdown! My thoughts are all jumbled up; I sleep on the floor – because I can’t afford a bed. I have one plastic fork, one metal knife, one bowel, one metal spoon, and a plastic plate. The cabinets that are supposed to house food are empty. I live on soda and cigarettes (I roll my own cigarettes because I can’t afford a pack).

I do count my blessings: I rented a laptop with an Internet connection, a friend gave me a TV to use for a while, I have cable – all the channels, except sports, and I have a cell phone. I live in a one bedroom apartment in a five story high-rise; with air conditioning. My land-line phone will start working on the 10th of July. The problem is, I don’t have a regular phone.

I’m going to stop writing now. I’m done.

Please send any donations to:

Gary Rogers - Relief Fund
1220 ceder street, apt 305
sturgis, south dakota 57785
605-390-7866, It will be much appreciated.

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